Ejaculation after 21 days of Semen Retention

Last night, I continued another intense session of edging that lasted several hours before bedtime. By now, my balls felt dense and heavy, but I wanted to see how far I could push myself. As you can see from the pictures, the pre-cum flow became very heavy and continuous, dripping copiously as I edged along. 

I wrapped up around 11 p.m., took a hot shower, and headed to bed. Despite my efforts to relax, my body remained tense. My erection would diminish slightly, only to return to a semi-erect state at the slightest touch. My stomach felt weird and churning, and I couldn't sleep. I kept tossing and turning, my mind restless. My balls were incredibly full, and I had a nagging feeling that it was time to release the load. I tried to ignore the urge, but my body insisted otherwise. I didn't want to have a wet dream, which would be a real anti-climax. So, I got up around 3 a.m. and began the task of releasing my well-stocked load after 21 days.

Although I was working towards a climax this time, I didn't rush it. It took nearly an hour to work up a good load. The verdict? I'll say this: as far as ejaculation goes, it didn't feel any different from any other ejaculation. That's not to say it wasn't enjoyable, but the goal of semen retention isn't about the ejaculation—it's about the journey of constantly trying to reach the peak without allowing it to happen.

I thoroughly enjoyed and understood the whole process up to this point and grasped the principle behind why people practice this. I loved the energy and confidence it gave me throughout the process, and being sexually on edge constantly really worked in my favor. As I mentioned in my previous post, I haven't felt this sexually confident since my 30s. Now, regarding the ejaculation itself, it was intense and explosive, but within seconds, that feeling of intense sexual charge started to drop, which was almost a little disappointing.

There are different schools of thought on semen retention: some say not to ejaculate for as long as possible, while others suggest clearing the pipes once in a while. I believe that whether you want to or not, your body will find a way to release the semen one way or another. I don't have an issue with ejaculation at all—in fact, I loved it. The ejaculation was powerful and intense, with strong spurts and an abundant overflow of cum.But this journey has completely shifted my perception of semen retention and ejaculation, showing me how you can use it to your full advantage and potential. It has been a truly remarkable awareness for me.

Having said that, I'm glad I 'cleared my pipes,' and surprisingly, the dip in energy the next day hasn't really been noticeable. The sexual energy still seems to be present within me. I did, however, get a good night's sleep afterwards and felt relieved that I wasn't going to have a wet dream to ruin the whole 21-day build-up. Would I do it again? Absolutely. I'm already planning to challenge myself beyond 21 days next time.

Semen Retention Journal: The Arc of Male Sexual Pleasure (Part 2)

14 days since last ejaculation:

It's the weekend, so time to edge. Feeling a little adventurous tonight, I decided to put on a full nylon bodysuit covering me from head to toe. I wanted to try something different this time. Instead of watching porn, I chose to focus on aural stimulation. I started with ASMR, but much of the YouTube content was too mild for my taste. I needed something raunchier, something that would really get me going. After a few minutes of Googling, I stumbled upon some wild gay audio content. I auditioned a good lot of them and ended up downloading a few of my favorites.

One guy, in particular, had a deep, masculine voice that drove me to the roof of pleasure. As I teased my nipples while he talked dirty, my penis was bouncing and leaking copiously. It was an incredibly intense experience.

Interestingly enough, he talked about lust addiction. He described how he fantasized about not ejaculating, letting the lust drive him to be addicted to sex with men. It was the hottest thing I have heard in a long time. The combination of the nylon suit, the intense audio stimulation, and the concept of edging without release created an incredibly powerful and arousing experience.

I'm not entirely certain if it's the culmination of weeks of sexual edging, but tonight's prostate orgasms reached an unprecedented intensity. My body seemed to be in a state of heightened arousal, with my hole relaxing to the point where the prostate toy was moving in and out involuntarily. It was as if my body had a mind of its own, spasming and contracting with each movement of the toy.

Each movement seemed to hit the prostate wall, sending electric waves of pleasure throughout my body. It was as if I was experiencing multiple orgasms with each touch, but without ejaculation. I couldn't stop—it just felt so good that I kept going over and over again, without tire, each hit sending me over the edge of pleasure and making my penis milk like a faulty tap. I've had some amazing prostate play over the years, but nothing could have prepared me for the trance-like high I experienced tonight.

 

18 days since last ejaculation:

The sexual restlessness is really setting in now. Maybe it's because I've been edging so much without ejaculating. The pleasure feels like a drug to my senses, and I'm getting hooked. Pushing myself further and further. Tonight is no different. Another 5 hours of prostate edging, leaking a ridiculous amount of precum.

Every session brings new intensity. My body responds so quickly, my mind zeroing in on every sensation. Each movement of the prostate toy sends electric waves through me. The longer I edge, the more intense it gets. It's like the pleasure is building on itself, growing stronger with each minute.

Understanding the pleasure my body can feel drives me to reach that peak. It's addictive. The feeling of being so close to release but holding back makes everything sharper, more intense. The pleasure is almost overwhelming.

Leaking precum constantly shows just how aroused I am. My body is in a constant state of readiness, craving more. Each session leaves me feeling alive, in tune with my desires, and eager to push further. This journey isn't just about physical sensations. It's about the mental and emotional highs, the thrill of exploring new depths of pleasure.

 

Once you reach over the edge, your mind starts to react differently. It's almost like your body's pleasure starts to dictate your sexual boundaries.

After another long edging session, something unexpected happened. I found myself wanting to consume my own pee.

I had never thought about it before, but the urge was undeniable. Maybe it was the hours of edging without release, the intense buildup of sexual energy. I felt an overwhelming desire to push my boundaries even further.

My bladder was full, so I filled a glass to the brim. The sight of it, the warmth, the smell—it was all strangely arousing. I was so sexually charged, so thirsty for something new, that I drank it all. The act was incredibly intimate and erotic, adding a whole new dimension to my experience.

The combination of intense edging and fulfilling this unusual desire took my pleasure to an entirely new level. It was like a switch had flipped in my mind, opening up new avenues of sexual exploration. The boundaries of my desires were expanding, and I felt more liberated than ever.

After drinking my own pee, I decided it was time to call it a night. My body was still buzzing with the aftershocks of intense pleasure. I took a hot shower to calm myself down. The warm water helped, but I could still feel my prostate twitching, sending little spurts of electric waves through me.

It was nearly 3 a.m., and I knew I needed to get some rest. As I dried off and crawled into bed, I felt a profound sense of satisfaction. The night had been an extraordinary journey of pleasure and exploration. My mind was full of new sensations and experiences, and I drifted off to sleep, already anticipating where my next session might take me.

13 hours later that day:

13 hours later, I'm back at it again. Crazy, I know, but I can't seem to get my mind off it. Every spare moment I have, I crave more of it. It seems the more I edge, the more I crave it. I've always loved edging, but ever since I started on this semen retention journey and combined it with my love for edging, I feel like a different person.

I'm not sure if it's an addiction or just a deep curiosity to see how far I can push myself. The funny thing is, despite edging so much over the past two weeks, my mental capacity remains sharp and focused, not tired at all. It's pretty phenomenal. More importantly, I feel very much in control over my body, mind, and pleasure.

As I started another session this evening, the anticipation and buildup felt even more intense. My body quickly responded, and I was soon lost in the familiar rhythm of pleasure and control. The sensations were as powerful as ever, and I could feel my mind becoming more attuned to every little twitch and spasm.

This exploration is becoming a significant part of my life, shaping not just my sexual experiences but my overall sense of well-being. The combination of edging and semen retention is creating a powerful synergy, pushing me to new heights and helping me discover parts of myself I never knew existed. I'm not quite sure how to say this, but discovering this journey feels like a child discovering the exciting world of sex for the first time.

Semen Retention Journal: The Arc of Male Sexual Pleasure (Part 1)

I mentioned that I was going to delve deeper into my personal journey of semen retention and my sexual experimentation during this period. It's been nearly 20 days since I last ejaculated, and I've experienced numerous benefits, both physically and mentally. However, the most remarkable improvement has been in my sexual drive and libido. I may not be in my 20s anymore, but I am far from being over the hill when it comes to sex drive.

Throughout these 20 days, I've noticed a significant resurgence in my sexual energy. My libido is higher than it's been in years, and my desire for sexual exploration has intensified. Despite the passage of time, I feel as sexually vibrant and adventurous as ever. The practice of semen retention has reignited a passion within me that I thought had waned with age, proving that vitality and sexual prowess can be maintained and even enhanced through mindful practices.

I don't masturbate very frequently to begin with, but when I do, I usually take my time, edging myself for hours before finally rewarding myself with a satisfying ejaculation. However, after learning about the principles of "Semen Retention," I've found that I can enjoy edging even more without ejaculating. This practice has allowed me to experience far greater internal orgasms that seem to defy logic. Unlike ejaculatory release, internal orgasms do not require a refractory period, meaning my body can remain in a continuous state of sexual pleasure without coming down from the high. In fact, five hours of edging sometimes feels too short.

6 days since last ejaculation:

Engaged in a four-hour prostate edging session without ejaculation the night before. The body and mind start to arouse quite easily the next morning. Perhaps it's the anticipation of the journey I am about to partake in that creates a heightened sense of sexual awareness. Wore a harness and a leather penis strap underneath my clothes while working out this morning. Having the gear on amplified my arousal and made me feel strong, masculine, and powerful during my lifts. Also noticed I was leaking quite a lot of precum during the exercises. The combination of physical exertion coupled by the sexual energy contributed to an overall sense of empowerment and confidence.

9 days since last ejaculation:

Last night: Another extended prostate edging session, no release. Followed tantric exercises to ease the body and mind down before bedtime. Two consecutive sessions now. Testicles notably heavier, but no blue balls. Instead, my body felt supercharged, particularly during my workout sessions. My penis became extremely sensitive and responsive to the slightest touch, springing to life with remarkable hardness. Again dripping a copious amount of precum during workout. This constant state of sexual charge heightens mental focus and masculine confidence. 

12 days since last ejaculation:

Enjoying the newfound energy and vitality from semen retention. Hard to describe the feeling—almost like nothing can stand in your way. Not invincible, but full of self-belief, clarity, and capability. Adding kink makes the process even more intriguing and interesting. My mind brims with imagination.

Today’s adventure: Put on skin-tight, skin-colored rubber gloves and drove to work. Underneath my pants, wore nylon stockings, just for the thrill of it. Right now, my body craves any kind of fabric stimulation, and it shows in the intense reactions I'm experiencing.

Semen Retention Journal: The Journey So Far

It's been 18 days since my last ejaculation, and during this period, I've been closely observing the changes in my mind and body. Here are some notable improvements.

Mental focus and energy:

While I've always considered myself to be quite focused and driven, I've noticed a gradual decline in my energy levels and mental sharpness over the years. There have been days when I easily forget things, get distracted, and feel low on energy. However, over the past two weeks of semen retention, I've experienced a significant boost in mental focus and energy. I find myself more alert, productive, and bursting with vitality.

Increased testosterone:

As someone who considers himself a highly sexual being in his prime, I understand that the body undergoes changes as we age. However, over the past 18 days of semen retention, I've experienced a remarkable boost in testosterone levels. It's as if I've been transported back to my 30s. I've noticed the return of my morning erections, which are now harder and more gratifying than before. This surge in testosterone has also translated into my workouts at the gym, where I've been able to lift heavier weights again. It's clear evidence of improved testosterone levels and renewed vitality.

 

Increased libido and multiple orgasms without ejaculation:

Perhaps the most outstanding improvement of all, and one that deserves detailed exploration in a separate post. Edging for hours without ejaculating has elevated my sexual pleasure to unprecedented levels. My sexual energy is now off the charts—over the past 18 days, I've consistently engaged in edging sessions 5-6 times, each lasting 4-5 hours, and I simply can't get enough. The freedom from worrying about ejaculation has allowed me to explore new realms of pleasure, particularly in prostate stimulation. I've reached incredible new heights of sensation, experiencing the most intense and prolonged internal orgasms that seem to defy any notion of ending. Despite my extensive experience with prostate play, these new pleasures are unlike anything I've ever encountered before.

 

Affirmation of masculine prowess:  

 

All of the aforementioned changes have culminated in one significant outcome: reaffirming what it truly means to embody masculinity. Confidence, focus, decisiveness, and vitality are all integral aspects of masculinity. While some may underestimate the importance of a morning erection, I can attest to its significance. The visible manifestation of a healthy, rock-solid erection serves as a visual boost to a man's confidence and ego. Moreover, the high sexual libido and pent-up sexual energy are potent life forces that define masculinity. The sexual pheromones emitted from within instill a sense of confidence and allure, further solidifying one's masculine identity. It's a feeling of power and assurance unlike any other.

Semen Retention Journal: Preface

 

I've always enjoyed edging, even as a young man. Back in the day, I would save my load for 4-5 days before finally releasing it. There's something incredibly arousing and satisfying about seeing a substantial, hefty load after such anticipation.

Now, as a man in my late 40s, I don't think I've become any less sexually adventurous, although my focus has certainly evolved. In my early 30s, I bought my first prostate toy and fell in love with it. It took me a few sessions to get used to it, but once I discovered the magic of prostate pleasure, self-pleasure transformed from a goal-oriented activity into a rich, exploratory journey. Over the last 10 years, I've enjoyed edging my prostate for hours, sometimes as long as 4-5 hours. This practice not only indulges me in self-love, relaxation, and stress relief, but it also provides some of the most intense pleasure I've ever experienced as a man.

I would put on my favorite porn, don whatever gear gets me in the mood, and once ready, insert my prostate toy and fully immerse myself in the experience. My sessions typically involve a lot of nipple play, with minimal focus on my penis. However, with the combination of visual and physical stimulation, my prostate begins to emit the most electrifying sensations from within. My penis would tremble, leaking copious amounts of pre-cum in a process known as milking. Sometimes, the incredible sensations become so intense that it feels like an unending internal orgasm.

The idea of edging is perhaps somewhat of a kinky concept: denying yourself pleasure as a way of rewarding yourself later. For me, kink has always been a cerebral experience. While I certainly enjoy the visceral aspects of kink, what truly elevates my self-pleasure is understanding how to integrate the art of edging with my kink practices. This combination creates a deeper, more nuanced experience that goes beyond mere physical stimulation, engaging both mind and body in a profound way.

A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon a YouTube video about "Semen Retention." Apparently, this practice has been embraced by Eastern cultures for thousands of years. I won't delve too much into the details, as there's extensive research on the subject. Essentially, it involves refraining from ejaculation, which can bring various health benefits. In the video, a sexual coach shared his experiences of engaging in prolonged, almost tantric-like sex with his partner for hours without ejaculating. I found myself deeply intrigued. The concept wasn't entirely new to me; after all, I had already been indulging in edging sessions for hours— the only difference being the decision not to ejaculate at the end. As I mentioned earlier, the idea of incorporating elements of kink into my edging sessions has always appealed to me. The thought of edging for hours without climaxing sounds incredibly arousing.