Semen Retention Journal: The Arc of Male Sexual Pleasure (Part 1)

I mentioned that I was going to delve deeper into my personal journey of semen retention and my sexual experimentation during this period. It's been nearly 20 days since I last ejaculated, and I've experienced numerous benefits, both physically and mentally. However, the most remarkable improvement has been in my sexual drive and libido. I may not be in my 20s anymore, but I am far from being over the hill when it comes to sex drive.

Throughout these 20 days, I've noticed a significant resurgence in my sexual energy. My libido is higher than it's been in years, and my desire for sexual exploration has intensified. Despite the passage of time, I feel as sexually vibrant and adventurous as ever. The practice of semen retention has reignited a passion within me that I thought had waned with age, proving that vitality and sexual prowess can be maintained and even enhanced through mindful practices.

I don't masturbate very frequently to begin with, but when I do, I usually take my time, edging myself for hours before finally rewarding myself with a satisfying ejaculation. However, after learning about the principles of "Semen Retention," I've found that I can enjoy edging even more without ejaculating. This practice has allowed me to experience far greater internal orgasms that seem to defy logic. Unlike ejaculatory release, internal orgasms do not require a refractory period, meaning my body can remain in a continuous state of sexual pleasure without coming down from the high. In fact, five hours of edging sometimes feels too short.

6 days since last ejaculation:

Engaged in a four-hour prostate edging session without ejaculation the night before. The body and mind start to arouse quite easily the next morning. Perhaps it's the anticipation of the journey I am about to partake in that creates a heightened sense of sexual awareness. Wore a harness and a leather penis strap underneath my clothes while working out this morning. Having the gear on amplified my arousal and made me feel strong, masculine, and powerful during my lifts. Also noticed I was leaking quite a lot of precum during the exercises. The combination of physical exertion coupled by the sexual energy contributed to an overall sense of empowerment and confidence.

9 days since last ejaculation:

Last night: Another extended prostate edging session, no release. Followed tantric exercises to ease the body and mind down before bedtime. Two consecutive sessions now. Testicles notably heavier, but no blue balls. Instead, my body felt supercharged, particularly during my workout sessions. My penis became extremely sensitive and responsive to the slightest touch, springing to life with remarkable hardness. Again dripping a copious amount of precum during workout. This constant state of sexual charge heightens mental focus and masculine confidence. 

12 days since last ejaculation:

Enjoying the newfound energy and vitality from semen retention. Hard to describe the feeling—almost like nothing can stand in your way. Not invincible, but full of self-belief, clarity, and capability. Adding kink makes the process even more intriguing and interesting. My mind brims with imagination.

Today’s adventure: Put on skin-tight, skin-colored rubber gloves and drove to work. Underneath my pants, wore nylon stockings, just for the thrill of it. Right now, my body craves any kind of fabric stimulation, and it shows in the intense reactions I'm experiencing.