14 days since last ejaculation:
It's the weekend, so time to edge. Feeling a little adventurous tonight, I decided to put on a full nylon bodysuit covering me from head to toe. I wanted to try something different this time. Instead of watching porn, I chose to focus on aural stimulation. I started with ASMR, but much of the YouTube content was too mild for my taste. I needed something raunchier, something that would really get me going. After a few minutes of Googling, I stumbled upon some wild gay audio content. I auditioned a good lot of them and ended up downloading a few of my favorites.
One guy, in particular, had a deep, masculine voice that drove me to the roof of pleasure. As I teased my nipples while he talked dirty, my penis was bouncing and leaking copiously. It was an incredibly intense experience.
Interestingly enough, he talked about lust addiction. He described how he fantasized about not ejaculating, letting the lust drive him to be addicted to sex with men. It was the hottest thing I have heard in a long time. The combination of the nylon suit, the intense audio stimulation, and the concept of edging without release created an incredibly powerful and arousing experience.
I'm not entirely certain if it's the culmination of weeks of sexual edging, but tonight's prostate orgasms reached an unprecedented intensity. My body seemed to be in a state of heightened arousal, with my hole relaxing to the point where the prostate toy was moving in and out involuntarily. It was as if my body had a mind of its own, spasming and contracting with each movement of the toy.
Each movement seemed to hit the prostate wall, sending electric waves of pleasure throughout my body. It was as if I was experiencing multiple orgasms with each touch, but without ejaculation. I couldn't stop—it just felt so good that I kept going over and over again, without tire, each hit sending me over the edge of pleasure and making my penis milk like a faulty tap. I've had some amazing prostate play over the years, but nothing could have prepared me for the trance-like high I experienced tonight.
The sexual restlessness is really setting in now. Maybe it's because I've been edging so much without ejaculating. The pleasure feels like a drug to my senses, and I'm getting hooked. Pushing myself further and further. Tonight is no different. Another 5 hours of prostate edging, leaking a ridiculous amount of precum.
Every session brings new intensity. My body responds so quickly, my mind zeroing in on every sensation. Each movement of the prostate toy sends electric waves through me. The longer I edge, the more intense it gets. It's like the pleasure is building on itself, growing stronger with each minute.
Understanding the pleasure my body can feel drives me to reach that peak. It's addictive. The feeling of being so close to release but holding back makes everything sharper, more intense. The pleasure is almost overwhelming.
Leaking precum constantly shows just how aroused I am. My body is in a constant state of readiness, craving more. Each session leaves me feeling alive, in tune with my desires, and eager to push further. This journey isn't just about physical sensations. It's about the mental and emotional highs, the thrill of exploring new depths of pleasure.
After another long edging session, something unexpected happened. I found myself wanting to consume my own pee.
I had never thought about it before, but the urge was undeniable. Maybe it was the hours of edging without release, the intense buildup of sexual energy. I felt an overwhelming desire to push my boundaries even further.
My bladder was full, so I filled a glass to the brim. The sight of it, the warmth, the smell—it was all strangely arousing. I was so sexually charged, so thirsty for something new, that I drank it all. The act was incredibly intimate and erotic, adding a whole new dimension to my experience.
The combination of intense edging and fulfilling this unusual desire took my pleasure to an entirely new level. It was like a switch had flipped in my mind, opening up new avenues of sexual exploration. The boundaries of my desires were expanding, and I felt more liberated than ever.
It was nearly 3 a.m., and I knew I needed to get some rest. As I dried off and crawled into bed, I felt a profound sense of satisfaction. The night had been an extraordinary journey of pleasure and exploration. My mind was full of new sensations and experiences, and I drifted off to sleep, already anticipating where my next session might take me.
13 hours later that day:
13 hours later, I'm back at it again. Crazy, I know, but I can't seem to get my mind off it. Every spare moment I have, I crave more of it. It seems the more I edge, the more I crave it. I've always loved edging, but ever since I started on this semen retention journey and combined it with my love for edging, I feel like a different person.
I'm not sure if it's an addiction or just a deep curiosity to see how far I can push myself. The funny thing is, despite edging so much over the past two weeks, my mental capacity remains sharp and focused, not tired at all. It's pretty phenomenal. More importantly, I feel very much in control over my body, mind, and pleasure.
As I started another session this evening, the anticipation and buildup felt even more intense. My body quickly responded, and I was soon lost in the familiar rhythm of pleasure and control. The sensations were as powerful as ever, and I could feel my mind becoming more attuned to every little twitch and spasm.
This exploration is becoming a significant part of my life, shaping not just my sexual experiences but my overall sense of well-being. The combination of edging and semen retention is creating a powerful synergy, pushing me to new heights and helping me discover parts of myself I never knew existed. I'm not quite sure how to say this, but discovering this journey feels like a child discovering the exciting world of sex for the first time.
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