Too Bad

9/15/15, 2:02:59 PM: PH: Hi free tonight? 

9/15/15, 3:18:16 PM: Me: No bro, wassup? 

9/15/15, 3:19:58 PM: PH: Too bad..i want to unload my cum...1 week.

Conversation with RT

RT is a manly married guy in his 40s. Tall, dark, broad with a moustache and goatee. Unassuming and handsome. We chat from time to time. When we first met several years ago, he just got married. Now, years later, a father of 3, he has evolved into a somewhat different man. They say the more sexually repressed a man is, the more sexually deviant he becomes. 

 

Me: Hi. With family? Or alone? 

 

RT: Yea . With family now..but still available on sat n sun..😜 

 

Me: You available today? 

 

Me: U still meet guys for fun? 

 

RT: Yeap..available for today till tomorrow.. 

 

RT: Meeting guys sometines when I'm very horny of cock..like now...especially when high 

 

Me: I see. So what do you like to get high on? 

 

RT: Every chem.. ice.. e.. ghb water.. seeds.. many more.. depends what i have...Now i m horny like crazy for cocks... 

 

RT: The higher im..the hornier i become 

 

Me: When was your last chem sex 

 

RT: 2 months ago 

 

RT: 1 to 1. Chinese..I love uncut.. uncut lover actually 

 

Me: Nice 

 

RT: I always prefer to be a sex slave to a chinese uncut when im high 

 

Me: How long did he fuck you? 

 

RT: All night long 

 

RT: Sat night till sun morning then he cums 

 

RT: Thats why i like chemfun... can have sex hours 

 

RT: Mybe we can have it sometimes.. 

 

RT: Im now horny like crazy...Please..I need cock badly...Im now throbbing inside out....

Grapes

Me: So what did you do to the guy the last time? Did you ever put grapes into a guys ass and fuck the juice out of him? 

 

TR: Yeah I did that quite some time ago 

 

TR: I even taste it 

 

Me: Nice 

 

Me: Tell me more 

 

TR: I made him stand against the wall then I lick his hole n push the grapes up his fuk hole 

 

TR: I fuk him till I could feel the juice was dripping n suk his hole, dam that was so fukin hot, but I made sure his hole was super clean

The Father-To-Be

Sometimes I wonder what goes inside the mind of these so-called bisexual men. They seem to think I drive them crazy but honestly, I think they're just sexually frustrated that they can't be who they really want to be. 

 

I met PH online years ago when he was only dating his then girlfriend. He's pretty athletic, has a nice clean sporty look, tanned and has a nice long thick cut cock. Upon first look, you would never tell he's into guys but whenever he's with me, he shows a rather different side of him. He becomes very aggressive and verbal. 

 

Me: Hey 

 

PH: Hi Bro 

 

Me: How's life? 

 

PH: Doing good...how's yours? 

 

Me: Good man, how's married life? 

 

PH: Great...daddy-to-be this month 

 

Me: Congrats. Boy or girl? 

 

PH: Boy 

 

Me: Nice 

 

PH: Tq bro. Thinking of ur sexy body with leather like a sex slave now. I bet you are a really good sex slave. 

 

Me: You think so? 

 

PH: Yes...I like to see in the leather outfit...make me wanna rape you like before, hear u moaning n begging for my sperm to swallow like a pig 

 

Me: Tell me more 

 

PH: I will make u beg for my dick.i use u as many i want..u just a sex pet to me..I will finger fuck u while u get tied. 

 

Me: Yeah 

 

PH: Yea be my good dog..lick my body starting my toe 

 

PH: I wanna see ur bubble butt n ass hole pic..sexy 

 

Me: You really want that? 

 

PH: Yes boy...when u wanna be my dog? 

 

PH: U like to drink piss? 

 

PH: I still remember u licking my armpit..make me so horny 

 

PH: Your nipples and asshole taste like heaven

My First Orgasm

I was sexually curious at a young age. I remember when I was around 8 or 9,  I would often have erections but didn’t know what it was, except that they felt oddly pleasurable.

One day, I was flipping through the dictionary randomly and came across the word 'condom'. I didn't understand the meaning of it so I asked my older brother what it was. He explained to me that it's a kind rubber contraception worn by a man during intercourse to prevent a woman from getting pregnant.

For some reason I became obsessed with that word and started to fantasize about what a condom looks like over a penis and how it would feel.

One day, I accompanied my siblings to the provision shop to replenish some household items for the house.

While they shopped, I wandered around the store. My eyes suddenly caught sight of a box with rows of small packs in it. Thinking it was candy, I picked it up. Except it wasn't.

It reads: Durex Fetherlite. Condoms. 3's.

I was blown away. I thought condoms were only available in Western countries. I didn’t think I'd find them here.

I kept staring at the pack in my hand. 

I got to have this. But how?

I don't know what came over me that day but for the first time in my life, I shoplifted.

I was too curious to find out what a condom feels like that I didn’t think of the consequences of getting caught. I quickly placed the packet in my pocket when no one was watching. 

My heart never pounded faster. My hands were shaking. My mind was going crazy. I thought I was going to pass out from the adrenaline.

I couldn't wait to leave the store. I waited impatiently for my siblings to pay up at the check-out counter. 

"Need anything?" my brother asked while queuing up. 

I shook my head, trying to play it cool but I was starting to have second thoughts about the terrible thing I just did. I took a deep breath and held my nerves. When we finally left the shop, I breathed a deep sigh of relief.

The minute we stepped home, I headed straight to the bathroom on the pretext of wanting to take a shower.

I fished the pack of condoms right out of my pocket. I opened the wrapper, took one out and stared at it for the first time in my life. It was plain looking but it felt smooth to touch.

I tried to slip it over my boyish cock, but I became so excited that my hands started to tremble so much that I fumbled a few times. 

Once I managed to slip it on, I started to play with my cock and within seconds, it started to engorge and fill up the rubber.

What an amazing feeling!

Behind the sliding door of the bathroom was a full length mirror. I got myself wet and lathered myself with a bit of shower gel and then proceeded to slide my cock up and down the mirror while kissing my own reflection.

It felt so good and slippery that I kept thrusting myself against the mirror. I could feel an intense sensation starting to build up and I didn’t want it to stop.

Then it happened.

Without warning, a wave of pleasure suddenly swept over me, engulfing my whole body. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn't make a sound. I was overwhelmed by the sensation and I felt my body convulsing for a good 15 seconds in intense pleasure.

I felt something discharged from my cock but I wasn't sure what it was.

What just happened? 

I removed the condom and saw that my penis was covered in a clear gooey substance.

It wasn't blood or pee or something that I recognized.

I tried to wash up but my dick was too sensitive to touch. I twitched at the slightest touch of it. And it was still leaking that gooey substance.

I started to panic. Have I injured myself?

I quickly got out the shower, dried myself and headed straight to bed, hoping that a nap would restore everything back to normal. 

Well, it sure did. And the minute I woke up I started to masturbate all over again. 

That was 30 years ago. Funny how we never forget certain milestones in life.